hahaha...i recall the things a year ago. XD how i deeply cried..kala ng mga ka retreatants/kaseminars ko, it was because i was a really heavy sinner..but they don't know that i realized and felt God's loving comfort at my most heartbreaking day...haha. :))
and so, nagcelebrate ako ngayon. lol. gulped down two glasses of my favorite chamdore ;) (and no, it's not alcoholic..it's alcohol free :)) and we videoke-d :)) hahaha.. then, the laborers, pandays and foreman drank some beer and tanduays...and no, i didn't take in any alcohol ;)
plus, my dad cooked bulalo for dinner :))) hahaha...so much for celebrating my independence day part 1..LOL..
and yes, j and i are friends again in fb..after i unfriended him..for personal reasons :)
tinaon ko tlga sa aking independence day..para wala lang...symbolic or sth. hahahaha. :))
and yes, i do forgive him now...and if asked if it still stings, yes, it still does. i mean, how can it not sting? i have loved him..yknow...i used to love every single cell in his body. i'm not kidding. but hell happens and let's just say, he's not my happy ending :)
and yes, just like what my mom said : "Hindi nawawala ang pagmamahal mo sa tao" or sth like that...she said that once you loved a person, hindi na yun mawawala...kahit ilang taon pa ang dumaan. haha. :))
well, ngayon, i'm just happy for the both of them...and i still don't take back what i said. i don't think his current is pretty...let's just hope she's not bitch.. :) or let's just hope she's intelligent...para naman di ako mainsulto. HAHA. kidding :)
so yeah, j, i know you're out there somewhere and you prolly won't be able to read this but, i really wish the best for you..and even though you've been such a jerk, and even though you never even said sorry to me (even through text or letter), i forgive you. and yeah, say hi to your awesome mom for me :)
i don't want to say it because i'm not sure..but i guess i never did stop loving him...but i've accepted everything now..i'm just keeping a happy outlook in life and i just draw my strength from Him :)
j, thanks for everything you've taught me...and yeah, i still don't like what you did. sabi nga ni Jesus: "Hate the Sin, NOT the Sinner" :)))
HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY PART 1 GLY :))
aylabyooooo gly :)
p.s. first time kong maka open ng chamdore bottle...hahaha..*pop!!!* :))
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