got this from here

and i thought..oh may gash. this is ME. i over think every little thing. i do. i really do. i over analyze things. ask kyle, ask ken, ask alba..and ask every person i confide with my problems, especially the boys that i confide in and they'll really agree with you when you say that i over analyze things. i knew it because kyle said it to me when we were texting..and ken too. and yeah, alba said it straight at my face. but i don't mind their honest opinion. i value and love honesty, and they know it and that's why i love confiding with these people...it's because they tell you what's on their mind honestly even though you might not like what they say. i mean, you get what i mean? :D

and yes, i care way way MORE THAN i should. i do. i really do. and that's why i agree with this post a hundred and one percent. if you like, know my stories, on how i care about people, you would know that i care more than i should. ask saii, she knows the things i do for the guyS i love(d) bahaha..and also, you can ask 'ballpen' and 'agtang'...and the rest of the people who knew my stories with them. ask ENNA. she knows. she knows how my twisted mind works..somehow.;)

she even called me 'matyaga'...bahaha..but honestly, i don't know if all of these things make my love strong. i don't know. it just makes the "relationship" fall apart yknow. and right now, i don't know how to deal with the next person who'll make me fall. i mean, i am really SCARED right now. i've never been scared about this before. yknow, i wish that i could just go back to that gly who doesn't give a damn about these things. who, like, doesn't care about these things. all she cares about is admiring people from a distance and never interacting with them...interaction with the people she likes is a big NO-NO because she screw things up. (lol. screw, i remember the three idiots. XD) 

anyhow, this blog is really impromptu because when i saw this post from the link i posted, na igo gid ko. dili lang bullseye, cherry pa jud. right at the center. i mean, duh. XD but i'm reluctant with the last statement though. yung first two lang. :D

anyway, i kinda wish i would disappear. XD yknow, i even thought of transferring school. because i don't want to interact with him. ever! but yknow, he's my friend and that's like hard. XD

ahaii. can't my mind think of anything besides him? please.please? sometimes, i'd like to slap myself in the face and go like "gly, stupid. stop it. you're ewwwwwwwwwwww" (lol, ewww..i remember our [me, nenen and nizhar's] vlog when we reviewed. lol. :) everybody say ewwww..."ewwwwwwwwwwww" bahaha. memories.)

anyway, summer's been pretty okay for me. i am working on another post..that became one of my instant pick-uppers :) but i can't post it real soon because it's either i'm too busy or i'm too lazy. lol. 

and when i came home, the first thing i've missed is darts :D 

yey for darts! :))

and yeah, i'm loving the whipped cream i made. i mean, it's so EASY to do. kapoy lang. but still, easy to do. it's the easiest thing i did. plus, it's delicious :)) my brother loves it, everyone at the house loves it. :) except my mom. lol. and my dad only loves it when there are fruits to go along with it. :)

anyway, i have to take a bath now. lol. 

and yeah, i enjoyed the dimapatoy trip the other day. yeahh!! :)) and i have a lot of stories to tell. my mind is really, really noisy right now but i have to really take a bath. lol

and yeah, i'm planning to apply on a summer job. just for experience. but i'm not really going to work on a summer job because i have duties here in the house ;)

and yeah, thanks ENNA CYMBELINE TATO for taking a picture of us. i love you. :)

take care everyone :D

cheers meh loves. xx 

.gly.

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