december 2010
i took some personality test (while waiting for jam legend to load)

Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a longer time to get over if that trust is ever broken.

hahaha..~tama!! :))

currently listening to mahal kita kasi. hahahaha..

natatawa ako eh. XD wala lang...pustiso nga si ballpen because i can't smile without him. hahaha..pero char lang. he always has this unique way of making me laugh--or smile the least :)

i don't know how he does this but his humor really has great timing. lalo na pag bad trip tlga ako. hahaha..
wala lang, cute xa mxdo. XD

anyway, grabe noh, pag late ka magising, it's as if the day is shorter. lol. kasi i woke up at aroun 10:00 am or 10:30 something. hahaha.

jan.10, 2011
heyyy :D
it's an anniversary. not necessarily an anniversary to be celebrated because it's not a nice one.
yun lang..it's more like a death anniversary for me. i won't elaborate more on that. XD
anywayyyy, i hate it when MATH, PHYSICS and CHEMISTRY will simultaneously conspire to torture my day. exam on math and physics, plus a quiz (most probably) and a killer assignment on chemistry. T.T buhay chem. eng., buhay college T.T

spent almost 3 hours burning Chemistry assignment alone. wa pay apil physics ug math. ahaiiii. hahaha..just took a 30-minute break from it all before starting physics. XD

too much chem, physics and math will KILL YOU. hahahaha. XD

okaiii, bye for now.
p.s.
ballpen has a problem, he's not texting me and i'm worried. i want to make him smile because when i'm sad, he's always there to make me smile. T.T
ballpen, please be okaayy...i want to hear from you. NOW. T.T
tried calling him but he didn't answer. maybe he's already asleep by now. i need him to teach me how to interpret/make a pV diagram for a carnot heat engine and refrigerator process...i am going to die!! XD

p.p.s. we're starting instrumentation in chemistry now. we're using a pH meter (worth 50+K if damaged) now and we're going to standardize sodium hydroxide (NaOH) aaaand i broke a 400mL beaker (around 177php) AND a 25mL pipette (costing 533php). MAKAPURDOY. but please, don't tell my mom..lol. i don't want her to padala money to pay for those glasswares. XD ohmgeeee. and, i'm hungry. T.T but i'm saving (to buy for my ballpen's 18th birthday gift, sai's 18th birthday gift, rich and lady's bday and xmas gifts, and my birthday gift part 2. what should i do????)


january 31, 2011
hey.hey :) never mind me and ballpen. there's an unfortunate thing that happened...and i won't elaborate more on that again. anyway, the consequence of this unfortunate happening is that we would go away from each other. he's doing well..doing well in shunning me away. i'm struggling to get past the habit. this is what i hate. to lose the closeness i've built in a friendship. ahaiii. but i have to face this consequence...he said he'll make things out. i'm waiting for him to make things out because i can't do it alone. but i have something in mind. i don't know if it'll make things better but i feel like i have to do this. this is the right thing to do. ahaiii.

anyway, i'm still worried on what to give ballpen. will i give him the most expensive drumsticks i could afford? or that metallic chess set? or that colorful chess set? i don't know. i can't afford the one i want to give him. it's worth 2000 plus. ahaii. if i only had enough money, i would even buy him an electric drumset. but no, i'm just a poor girl nobody wants me . i'm just a poor girl from a poor family. XD nagkanta na ako. XD

anyway, i'm starting something right now. i don't want to mention it but i hope that i will have a consistency in doing it :D

okay, i need to find something to eat (i'm running out of cash)..babay now.

P.S. i HATE physics. i HATE it a lot. and i hate POLAR CURVES. rawr.

february 5, 2011

i almost swear, matapos lang ang march, i'd stop and i'll try to erradicate the "specialness" in our friendship. it's because i'm not sure if he ever feels the same way and i don't wanna get caught up on a dead string either. i get tired. as always. anyway, he's doing great at what we should do with each other but i'm not. i'm stil trying to get used to this. but i know, i'm improving. hehe..

anywaaaaayyy, my CRUSH won at the elections. wuhoo. i've been "campaigning" for him. i've been urging my friends to vote for him. hahaha.. ohyeah, all the "hardwork" paid off. hahaha. bagag nawong. the sad part is, the one i've really been rooting for lost :( i mean, this is the first time that i really wanted a candidate to win. take note: he's not even my crush and he's not even my friend. i mean, yknow what i mean? ahaii. cause i really saw the potential. anyway, got to say bye now :)

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