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Wednesday, September 29, 2010 @ 7:48 PM

i won't bring you down. you down, if you take my hand tonight :) hahahah. i'm gonna die of exhaustion--from it all :) anyway, i don't know if i'm happy.

i'm here at the net cafe. instead of studying for chem lec exam, doing diff cal, and the list goes on and on and on. i dunno why i'm back to blogging. maybe i have no one to talk to about my heartaches? lol.

stupid love. stupid him. go to hell. atik lang :)))

maybe the studies are not helping either. hahahahaha... :))

but just to confirm things, i'll call him later this evening. nangangati na akong malaman ang totoo. hahaha. i guess i have the right to know. and if it's true, i'm not gonna give him all the things i bought him. stand by lang. sa mama and kapatid nya na lang yung things. and i'll BURN the other things he gave me. including the letter (the LONG LETTER) i plan to give to him. one catch: I DON'T KNOW WHERE'S THE RIGHT PLACE TO BURN THINGS. hahaha..

anyway, i'm still finding someone whom i will care for. yknow me, i'm so used to taking care of someone. it's just that i don't know who to put all my caring attention to. wala rin man ako gusto as of now. TSK. life is hard when you can't decide. lol. take it from me--a very indecisive person. as in INDECISIVE. lol.

but i guess i've changed right now. if there's one thing that i have decided to stick to forever is the fact that i'm gonna graduate as a chemical engineer. bahala na si batman, superman, chuva man. WHATEVER. :)))))

i miss enna. i miss her now. and maybe if he has another, then i would grant enna the permission to officially KICK HIS ASS! way to go girrrrl powerrr. :))

anyway, i believe that all i ever did was be good to him. sige lang, it's his loss, not mine. but i still don't know why i want to hold on.

gosh, i need to find someone now! lol. kidding. :)

i just need to divert my attention to something. problem is--i don't know who that someone/what that something is. i'm getting tired of school. and no, i don't want to marry (since sam concepcion isn't 18 yet and we're not yet at the legal age to get married--but of course, i'm kidding :))

for me, school is depressing. these are all depressing. hahahaha...

told you i want to die--but my life is to precious to be taken away from me by myself. which is pretty much a stupid thing to do. lol.

and now, i thought about the possibilities if i never met him. i guess my life would be pretty much boring. but it certainly won't be painful.

okay, i had a blank mind atm. gotta save all energy brains for later.

i don't make sense all the time :)

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