i've got like one of the sweetest dads in the whole, wide world. i don't know who the rest of sweet dads are, but i know my dad is sweet.

just like traditional dads, he has this image of 'brusko-padre-de-pamilya'. often hard on the outside. but i know that he has this sweet side. and i just witnessed it yesterday.

you see, i was sleeping like oil. at around 6 or so, i felt them coming. but i was too lazy to get up and greet them, so i tried to go back to sleep. by then, there was brownout and it was so hot i was sweaty. my mom and dad saw me and said 'napawisan na sya oh'. then, i felt a hand on my back. it was my dad, wiping my sweat away with his hands. i pretended to sleep, when they 'woke me up'. then, i felt a swoosh of air. i don't know what my father used but he 'paypay-ed' me. awwww. i don't know bout you, but i find that really, really sweet. considering that i'm already 'a big girl'. it was the first time after so many years that he did that to me. and mind you, my father is a really busy person. but he found time to do that to me. and he did that twice.

i was like, 'awww, sarap ng feeling, i'll go back to sleep' hahaha..it was one of the many reasons i'm lucky to have him as my father and the reason why i thank God for letting me belong to this family. :)

i missed it when he treats me like his little girl. awww. i'll always be a papa's girl (and a mama's girl too). and i love how he prepares for my graduation this early. imagine, i'll be second year next school year, which means, i have four more years before i'll graduate and he anticipates and prepares for my graduation this early! awww, i really love my papa. he's sweet and brusko. :D

and the way he talks to me, whenever he's drunk, (which i know made a lot of sense and i would love to listen but he smells of alcohol) the words he says, the advices he makes, they all make a lot of sense and they all showed how much he loves me and how much he wants me to have a better future.

and that is one of my motivations to really finish this, and be a licensed chemical engineer. :)

they drive me to excel, though i think they don't know it or they consciously know it. :)

and yknow what? ka cute ni papa when he's overprotective of me. haha :D

i remember the time when K used to 'libre' me at mcdo, he said 'kaya man din kita librehin jan sa McDo na yan' hahaha...i thought he was jealous. which was waaaay too cute :D

and he's cute when he teases me. like the time when we were eating, just the too of us, i have this 'tanga' stare, thinking of the many things. he said 'huy, ano yang iniisip mo?' i sort of lied and told different thing. he said 'iniisip mo siguro si jed mo' hahahaha which was partly correct, but i wasn't solely thinking of him. hahaha. ka cute ni papa :)

and i love how he is so composed and cool even if problems arise. like me and my mom fighting, me at my most stupid and worse behavior. he never really 'wala' in almost everything. he's so composed, i don't know how he handles emotions. :)

but he cries when he's drunk. especially when it's about me and my future, which makes me tear up too. btw, i cry whenever my parents cry. i don't know why. plus, i rarely see my father cry. i don't think fathers are supposed to cry often, i mean, traditional fathers. so, when he cried, i was in highschool back then, i also cried. but not really an outburst. maybe i was teary eyed. i don't want my father to see me crying. maybe he would tease me, again. :D so, i got hold of my tears and cried when i was alone.
he was so cheesy, he was drunk and he told me that he loved me and that he and my mom would do everything for me. of course, i already know that. but hearing it straight from his mouth (which smells of alcohol) and seeing him crying, it was different. :)

i also love how my father rides with my crazy antics and laughs at my stupid jokes and gets interested in the games i present him :D

i really love my father. he's one of the best dads for me :)
and i'm glad that it doesn't need years for me to see that he really loves me and to realize how lucky i am.

i'll end it here, i'll play pa. (btw, banga pa ako sa laro na i play ko. hahaha :D)

and btw, i composed this blog when the net connection wasn't on. because, laging limited or no connectivity. GRRRR. i hate this! :(
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