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Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 11:32 AM

i'm sorry but the only curse word for this is fuck it! all the excitement, all the preparations, all the early waking, the video deleting, picture deleting, cp, digicam and handycam charging, all those hassles for NOTHING.

on the bright side, i can watch boystown [sam's story]. but i don't think that's enough to cheer me up from this sadness. *sigh* it saddens me more. more than the sadness i felt last night. [because i knew, we wouldn't meet now anyway]. this is like, the saddest part...

i have got to hate may. there are a lot of unfortunate things that happened in may. and this is like, the climax. i don't know when it'll end. :((

curse you may 2009. CURSE YOU!!!!!!!!

i hate this. not just because i can't go. but because all of us, and i do mean all of us are frustrated. everyone was giddy and excited about going to kiwa and experiencing outdoors thingy. but then, when we went home from mass, the van isn't here.

we were the ones sacrificed. it's OUR van. my gudness. it's OURS. and yet, when we need it, we were the ones who can't use it. [my uncle borrowed it. HE KNOWS that we will go to kiwa this day. yet, HE WENT to gensan pa. tsk.tsk.]
i don't know if i should be mad at my uncle. i'm too FRUSTRATED. arrrrrggghhh..

remember when i told you how much i really wanted to go to kiwa? all of my friends who went there all gave positive feedbacks which made me even more excited last year. my mom promised me to go there.

plus, this time is the only time we'll have the chance to go there. my dad's going to davao on tuesday [ i don't know how long he'll stay there]. my mom and dad are all busy tomorrow...this is our only chance. i wish my uncle knew how frustrated i am, how frustrated WE ALL ARE.

plus, i so hate it when i see my mom and dad go straight faces because of frustration. i hate to see them disappointed[well, except if it was because of my grades. then, i'll have to hate myself, but spare me from my hatred. weird. XD]. i hate to see the look on their faces.

ugh. i really AM frustrated. i mean, isn't it obvious? i've been blabbing about this frustration since the first paragraph of this blog. ugh. !

curse you May and all the unluckiness you brought me. :(

i don't know what i should do now.

i'm SO FRUSTRATED.

as in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hated his daughter, but apparently, i can't hate him, he's my uncle. and there's like, an aura of him which i can't seem to hate :(

bye for now.

i'm still sad and i don't want to text anyone, or im anyone. i'll just keep online..wala lang, i'm not in the mood for texting or talking to anyone atm. i'll be a hermit for a moment. i don't know how long. maybe i'll stop acting like this if i'll be cheered up [i highly doubt that.]. i am like, frustrated [or depressed, in this case] rarely. and in this case, i'm in no mood to smile and be happy. i'm in the sad zone. :( i highly doubt anyone could cheer me up.

bye for now. :((

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