so yeah, i'll post. anyway, i don't know if anyone reads my blog now. teh. drama.
i can't explain what i'm feeling right now. atm, i'm chatting with monique. i love that girl. shit. i don't know what goes through my mind. i don't think i make sense at all. ello mind, where are you? iq, have you fallen off? errr...knock.knock. anyone here?

seriously, THIS IS SUPER WEIRD. weirder as ever. weirder than my weird self. freakishly weird. seriously dudes. no, i mean seriously people.. what's happening with me? i also don't know.

if you don't want to read more rubbish thoughts of mine, stop right at this moment!

cause seriously, i might piss you off and i don't want that to happen. i try to stay as calm, as composed, as sensible as i could. but now, the screws screw, the bolts loosens and the whole system is put to pieces, disrupted, dismantled and plainly, my system's weird.


and if you think i'm in love,well, in that case: no i'm not.
if there's anything on my to think list right now, that'll be last. when i have nothing left to do. *sigh*
i'm babbling right now..i babble gobbledegook! hey, i like the sound of that :D

maybe my weirdness is caused by my period, period. see? i don't make sense anymore. i echo everything i say. super weird. why am i like this? grrr...

but yknow what, the song 1,2,3,4 by plain white t's cheer me up. so does basketball! but not just basketball, it has to be NBA, sh*t, i love that game [gnaya ni toooot..lol] [ako lng din mka gets. TANGA--ako]

anyway, i'm not inlove. as what i often reiterate, i'm not. people say i am. but heck are they me to know what i feel? shocks, they know more than what i feel...lol..buti pa sila alam nila. ako, hindi ko alam..manhid man siguro ako? ewan.

pano ba malaman kung manhid ka? ewan. ulit..tsk.tsk. i'm not looking forward to practices already. i'm not looking forward to anything right now. i don't know why i'm irritated at the world. why i'm like this. this is hard. i don't get myself. weirdly hard. :D

and i also like the song 'your universe' by rico blanco. and no, i don't like rico. i only like his song. and i would like to say again that i'm not inlove. period.


okay, where am i? oh, back to a post with no particular topic. i know, that by now, you don't get me. neither do i XP

gly.gly.gly. wake up from hallucinations. weh..

i'm not taking any drugs. maybe this is the result when i can't do something at some point. i turn hands down crazy! lol..

and yknow what, the song 'shout to the Lord' relieves me of any weirdness i feel.
it's like i return to normal mode again..hahaha.. ;D

back to the cause of my weirdness, maybe it's the goodbye things? nah..hahaha.. :D

right now, i think, i'm a bit emotionally stable. sure, my love life is like coke---> zero. but heck, i'm having a good time with friends, family and errr...online friends. :)
ewan but i don't feel incomplete, na parang i should have that bf just because i'm the only one left sa barkada or all my gal pals are so attractive, they've got suitors. i'm not that. ewan.ewan. abnoy nga tlga ako. my mind is not focused on that.
at hindi rin ako yung type ng girl na mag care if i ever had highschool love affair. cause even if no hs love affair= unattractiveness/ugliness/pangit ugali, i don't care. yeah, that's totally me, not caring at all..lol

and i just discovered that, somehow, i have depth..hhahaha...akalain mo yun? lol
hindi ko lang pinapakita..hahaha..ewan ko. my abnormality overlaps it..lol..kasi b naman..wala lang..baka magmukha akong manang? or maybe i'd look wiser. but i need depth, i'll be in college...lol

i can't believe i'll be in college..ahaha..wait, i'm really OOT but do i care? it's my blog. ano man sabihin mo, hindi ko rin marinig. so w/e..hahaha :)

ewan. now, i feel a lot better. i don't know how it did..lol

baliw na nga ako. it's official. nababaliw ako sa kabaliwan ko :DD

i should stop here
i'll post something with sense when i got my sense back, my iq back, my brain into one piece, by whole system back and everything back :)

*you make it easy. as easy as 1,2, 1,2,3,4
there's only 1 thing 2 do, 3 words 4 you, ILY :)
there's only 1 way 2 say those three words, that's what i'll do, ILY ♥♥*

*tell me that i'm special, even though i'm not*

ganda..haha..nilabasan n ako ng nanay ko...tata!

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