sam made me smile wider..haha... hey just a thought...
though it's true that now, i don't have a crush on jake.
i don't know why i still want to be his friend. i mean, i want to know him better
i want to be his friend and discover lots and lots of things from him
it's like a jungle [starting with a nest, which is his head] i am exited to explore it..
haha,,i don't like him much
i think i want to flirt with him..haha..
and now i'm a flirt? ahaha..well, not really. i guess no. i still know my limitations towards guys
i guess. i am not really that flirt. i don't even flirt to any of the guys in room
not even to my crush..haha..
i'm naturally shy. i'm just used to having guy friends..
because my two CLOSEST cousins are kuya tata and emman..
see? they are all boys..so, i guess, i got used to a guys company..
still, there's a girl within me. i am a girl but i'm not girlish..
for instance, i don't fancy pink that much.
i mean, for me, pink is okay.
but I DON'T LIKE IT. but i don't hate it either.
i guess, i'm not in the mood to read and do ap. i'm lazy.
super lazy..especially in doing projects and copying notes...
i don't have math notes...just chem notes...cause in every science class i attend to, a notebook is a must
then, uhm..i'm lazy when cleaning my room. i think i know what my mom's gonna tell me if she ever see my room dirty [which is so like everyday]
then, hmm..what else? i'm disappointed in my body.
but i don't mind it much..
i want to be happy.
i think being happy is a choice..
just like what Bro. Caesar told us,
every day, when we wake up, there are choices.
it's our choice to be sad, to be happy or what..
so i choose to be happy and to never care what anyone will think of me
being my true and free self will bring me happiness..
i like it more like this way.
though, i admit, that i must change my attitude
on being laid-back on my studies.
that maybe is the reason why i'm just top 4 and not top2..
it's frustrating, but i don't mind it.
i'm CONFUSED..
okay i'll stop!
btw, BroSis Gang's my group and it's composed of me, emman and kuya tata
they're the funnest bbf's i got..huh..
and also, because of them, i got many bruises.
okay, i've really got to stop..
time check is almost 9 pm..i've really got to stop..
bye!
0 Comment[s] || COMMENT? LEAVE IT HERE :) ♥
Old Post | New Post
Follow my blog with Bloglovin